We can't be Real because then all is chaos?

Get excited guys, I'm still in a pissed off mood!! Except this time, I'm not going to rant about it.

So in three weeks we have our big Whistler trip. And as soon as March hit, I knew these weeks would fly by - a faster time course. And I think it will be because my law class doesn't end until the week of the trip and there are no signs that my work situation will slow down either. Speaking of work, I will be making a trip to the office today on this bright sunny Saturday to reevaluate my work environment - my cubicle. I've decided to move to another cubicle in the office so that my sanity can hopefully be retained. I'm too low on the totem pole to have my own office, but man would it be nice. We're moving to a larger space this summer, where hopefully I will have a more private situation, but in the meantime our current office does not allow for much breathing room. Two of our senior associates/managers currently reside in what were formerly supply closets (large closets, don't get too outraged). So the last frontier is an area of two cubicles not enclosed in an office, unlike my current setup where I share an office divided into cubicles with two other ladies. I will be giving up my direct window view to the outside world, but the benefits outweigh the loss of a window view that I'm frankly a bit tired of because of the energetic environment in which I must now view it.

Lately I really dislike being diplomatic though somehow I manage. The thin veil of civilized modern society. I would greatly prefer to be pure in my being and real in my action instead of having to put on a certain face to go by the rules we have set up. I bring up a video (from a post a while back) to further illustrate how I feel: